Hi myspace, 2:55am.

A few things to mention. We need to win the next to matches in order to get into second round. So fingers crossed, I rly hope we get in. About studies, i obviously haven’t had the time to do anything abt it in the meantime. So put no choice, have to put it on hold. My life’s rly unhealthy right now. I wake up at 7am on avg and sleep at 3am or later. And it’s like this even on weekends. Ok only for this week though. I went to… what you call pay my respects to my grandparents for the first time in my life. 

Jocelyn’s been the best listener ever, thnks! Sometimes, you don’t just need a listener. You need a listener who tries to understand/puts themselves in yr shoes. Instead of hoping you’d finish talking. And it isn’t easy to find someone like that.

Ps, i miss my secondary sch days & friends.

21/4 Need to win one more match and we’re in to the next round! This week spells hectic, monday to thursday training/match, saturday friendly match. I’m tired. Only jasmine understands my pain. I’m tired of everything. 7 months approx to the end of A lvl exams. Just wanna fast foreword this 7 months. Instead of slogging my life away. No words can describe how exhausted I am with life right now. No purpose, no purpose. Where’s my drive?