my mother can make pao now altho the stuffings are bought, not self-made.

today was a really bad day for me. i was paranoid and whiney and unhappy and sensitive all snowballed into one. but i promise myself i shall not act like this from now on. to add on, i saw someone who looked like my neighbour so i decided to say hi but it was the wrong person and i kept insisting she was who i thought she was. so the whole thing was really embarrassing and he was waiting for me by the side and saw the whole damn malu thing. once i turn to walk towards him he straight away run away from me!!!! run away from me cause i’m the malu girl hahaha. so today is really bad day, dark clouds rain above me only kind. sigh.

i’m blogging everyday, so sinful. anyway i’ve lost my drive to study. if miss lai were to ask me: so when are you going to peak? my honest answer would be prelims. … not like the peak is damn high or what. but if feels as if everything is pointless.

i’m tired and i have chem paper two prelims tomorrow. life sucks, for today. tmrw will be better. can’t wait for the post prelims volleyball outing! 

ps/ i secretly want to meet all the people whose blog i stalk and make friends.
i stalk only one guy’s blog. and his words to his girl always make me feel amazed. like how can guy think so much like a girl’s. if only _ _ _ _ _.