oh no i’m at an all time low where i feel that i’m lacking in so many aspects. my character is like shit, my results aren’t very good either and there’s not enough time anymore i feel like retaining. two is enough to make me feel lousy and lousier and lousier and it’s a vicious cycle. tmrw i have econs test you know tmrw is saturday but still got test you know? and after that i make appointment with my physics teacher trying to kiasu but actually i dont even know what to ask i never even prepare you know? my character is like shit because i feel that…………… too many people don’t like me and i’ve known this fact since secondary school and i know it deep inside but i don’t do anything to change it. i am just too insensitive and tactless when i speak. straightforward, i don’t think it’s good. i’m need to be honest with myself.

ps please don’t comment to make me feel lousier because i already know it, if you comment i will just damn sad just quite emotional at this point of time. the last thing i need is somebody telling me off. I shall do something about it. By the end of this year i wanna be a changed person, don’t wanna regret graduating from jc owing people something. I wanna graduate from jc learning something, growing to be a better person and improving my relationships with people. I hope i succeed because ever since secondary school, i’ve just been the same old person, offending people and not doing anything about it.

All Time Low. Jasmine only you understand bff to the max love ya til the end of time really. Thanks for sticking with me all these while, you’ve suffered a lot of crap from me but in exchange you’ve brought laughter and joy in my laugh (hahaha inside joke you remember all of them?) You’re my saviour and my jc life is brighter because of you. This post is for you. You’re the winner!!! You shall be my bridesmaid, i choose you!