I don’t know how to settle down! My heart’s in a mess. Even though we’re 3/4 in the midst of our holidays, but it still sucks because i haven’t done any productive shit yet. I wonder how I studied last year because it’s confirm 500% the effort i’ve put in this time round. How dead am i how dead am i, (chants) I’m just going to have to prepare to receive lousy results for midyears and then buck up for prelims and A lvls ultimately. Life sucks for me man.

Anyway the online world is so not working for me right now maybe it’s because i haven’t turned on my com or touched the keyboard for quite some time now. I need to stay away from facebook and tumblr and everything else soon and quarantine myself if not i will just waste my time away on little nothings.

I am just super distracted. Fingers x-ed, for now. Need to see the light!! Help 911.