November 2009
3 posts
i moved to blogspot i see you there.
(paperchase)
it’s been a month, time flies.
First week of A lvls is over. Math is over, Gp over, Chem Paper 3 over. What’s left: Chem P1 P2, Physics P1 P2, Econs P1 P2
I guess everyone’s feeling the same way, slacking just because it’s the weekends. Ok I must not, because my econs is lousy and my physics is lousy and i dont wanna regret. I still can change the grades on my a lvl...
October 2009
2 posts
hiatus
September 2009
10 posts
haha i was so bored yesterday i started reading seventy two pages of time traveler’s wife. today was much better. had lunch with bro at sushi tei and he accompanied me to window shop, played mahjong with wenjie, hongliang and kenneth (i lost money again, but i am not lousy i only lost less than two bucks, not bad for starters) then had no time to rush to meet mingxin so his parents quickly...
saw this on yahoo answers
Q: How many kg will i lose if i run 1-2km everyday? i am a 14 year old girl around 158cm and 52 kg i eat very healthy too and only have takeaway like once every 3 months i eat a lot of fruit and vegies too :)
Best answer chosen by asker:If you ran 1.5 km every day, you would lose about .5 kg more every 2 months than if you weren’t running. It...
my mother can make pao now altho the stuffings are bought, not self-made.
today was a really bad day for me. i was paranoid and whiney and unhappy and sensitive all snowballed into one. but i promise myself i shall not act like this from now on. to add on, i saw someone who looked like my neighbour so i decided to say hi but it was the wrong person and i kept insisting she was who i thought she...
(quarrel)
given four days to study for chem paper two i’ve wasted three days so far and i have to spend my holiday studying chem hardcore in order for me to pass because more than eighty percent i can confirm with you i failed chem paper three. the previous sentence was the longest sentence ever. haha.
anyway i’m blogging because i quarreled with him not like anybody will give a damn. what...
(ninteenth sept)
it’s 142am my mum is angry with me again cus i was late for curfew at twelve#. i’m blogging and she just switched off my lights aiyo so attitude. but it’s ok i’m fine i’ll type in the dark and watch gossip girl s3ep1 right after i blog haha.
went to study at siglap today but i asked him to play a game of pool with me today. saw sien on the way there today wa she was...
my mum booked the tickets to canada. we’re leaving on the twentieth of december. which means i don’t get to celebrate x’mas in singapore. for some reason i don’t feel really happy. should i ask him to go also? means i don’t get to spend x’mas before he gets into army. i don’t know what i should do. i don’t want to spend my time in canada sulking,...
i’m falling in love with a phone blackberry bold shit. i want it so bad.
(i am hurt)
gooddaylight, i have been sick for the past few days and i’m feeling really useless. prelims are approaching and i’m feeling so lethargic i have zero energy to study. i’m really at my lowest point right now and my exams are at risk, my future is at risk. all i can do now is pray that i get well soon and quickly catch up with work. prelims, i’m sorry i have to let you go...
omg he got h1n1!!!
August 2009
8 posts
(candles)
he’s sick today, running a fever the doctor said there’s a high chance it’s H1N1 (my heart sank when i heard that haha i scared) if he gets h1n1, i’m going to get it too. good luck to everybody in prelims/promos, may the force be with you (like how the chem dept always says it)
ps, i’m scared of a lvls. really scared ):
anw it’s been three months i...
(hi baby what's your name?)
i wanna go canada after a lvls!!!! can see cute nieces and nephews.
so cute i wanna play with you!! & i want to drag you along with me :D mix blood babies just look so adorable! rocks to have family members over at the other side of the world, lodging all free omg looking forward!
(fragility of friendship)
we all have friends that we trust, people that we hate. people that we find tension when walking past the corridor. in every friendship, there are bound to be loop holes i guess. things you’d never be able to say because it’s too sensitive to talk about it. things that will hurt one party and things start to get ugly. maybe we all talk about people because it’s a safety net, so...
This is the first time i feel so lucky And i never want to let you go. No matter how your hair cut will turn out in the future No matter how painful the 2 years of army we both dread will be You’re my meaning for true love.
Baby you’re my treasure! i’m a pirate ARR!!
Happy 18th birthday to my bestfriend, hope you have a spend a great night together all your other best friends!
Anyway i’m just looking forward to the parcel of holister clothes because… it’s been long since i last shopped. today my mum was being very pro-active, she even intiated me by asking which one i want. and then i went on and on adding stuff into the shopping cart. Yay...
(help save me)
oh no i’m at an all time low where i feel that i’m lacking in so many aspects. my character is like shit, my results aren’t very good either and there’s not enough time anymore i feel like retaining. two is enough to make me feel lousy and lousier and lousier and it’s a vicious cycle. tmrw i have econs test you know tmrw is saturday but still got test you know? and...
omg you are so insensitive. when you wanna get angry with me, you get angry with me. when you wanna show me black face, you show me black face. when you decide to talk to me, you talk to me. everything is up to you. you don’t even consider other people’s feelings. yesterday night; talk. today, i come home from studying at airport, meet you in the lift you show me one face again. omg...
(chandeliers)
my teacher was being really nice to be, considering the fact that i didn’t fall sick and started to pon school for 3 days. i shall attend school next week again haha. but the past 2 days have been really good. getting away from school is something i need. but i lost my wallet with 30 bucks inside and some photos and frolick vouchers and stamp card (sad) and i haven’t reported it...
July 2009
6 posts
(shut up move on)
if being with him means i need to tolerate all this shit, i will. but you people seriously need to mind your own business if you have nothing good to say. if you don’t even know me in the first place and do not know what is going on then shut up already. if you think i’m not good enough, then what can you do about it? want to replace? if you want to live in your own world and start...
(highly desirable malfunction)
hi gooddaylight? not really. raining season, i kind of like it haha. been really busy lately although if you ask me what i’ve been doing, i cannot really tell you because i forgot already. studying, on and off but certainly not everyday. quickly move on with these 4 months and i’ll be totally free! hahahah sucks, to keep thinking and waiting for time to pass. I will remember this...
School is always very draining i wanna fall sick and skip school. I’m already having symptoms sorethroat flu and all. Just no fever. When you want it you don’t get it. Finally jasmine uploaded the pictures wahlau damn slow. Plus never post all zzz say want to come online send me. You never even online leh. Jasmine why you like that one?
jasmine is photogenic queen sia. always...
For approx 3 days my internet connection was off and it hit me that internet is part of my life. Anyway exams are over and school resumes. I hate school all over again and it’s the time when i await for the last bell of the day. And i hate school food. No actually i dont hate it but it’s really getting boring and i get stuck with choices everytime i go to the canteen, i’d...
sorry i have lesbian tendencies, i prefer kstewart more than robpatt. i’m happy that not a lot of people think that she’s pretty, so i can admire her all by myself hahahah i’m going crazy must be exams. exams r so uncool.
after tmrw i’ll feel so liberated, i feel like eating island creamery ok i jio jasmine tmrw and force her to go all the way to serene center to eat...
I know your type. Boy, you’re dangerous Yeah,...
June 2009
12 posts
exam stress
really can’t wait for wednesday thursday friday then ok can relax abit. i think my attitude towards this mye is just so lousy and i’m disappointed with myself. i keep telling myself: ok next exam will be the real one. looking at all my papers so far, i’m as good as dead. attend school for one and a half years to see myself fail so many times it’s disgusting. just let me...
(we all feel the same way)
it’s very addictive to keep typing things that are constantly on my mind. something like twitter but i dont want twitter because i dont want to have an additional website to check back i dont even know how it works. i shall just post it on my tumblr.
stuff i’m thinking about now: a) i really dont wanna study but there’s a lot left b) i dont want to see lousy grades but i got a...
25 June 2009
Michael Jackson died.
There’s not a lot of things that I can hate. But if you ask me to name a few, it’d be this. a) dislike (to large extent) my eldest bro b) the part of you that i cannot control Actually there’s a lot but if these two tops the list. I just superglued a chio sticker on my graphic calculator. But accidentally stick sangeh. Sigh. Tmrw at expo I want to see stelene janice joan. If...
fireworks
I don’t know how to settle down! My heart’s in a mess. Even though we’re 3/4 in the midst of our holidays, but it still sucks because i haven’t done any productive shit yet. I wonder how I studied last year because it’s confirm 500% the effort i’ve put in this time round. How dead am i how dead am i, (chants) I’m just going to have to prepare to receive...
Happy Birthday
Hi hi hi, today’s goodday because I finally told ryan (my bro) and my mum about my rship. Liberation man hah it pays off to tell the truth! No more lies!!! It’s official haha. My mum was happy that I told her about it. On the contrary, she was excited to know him. Obstacle #1 cleared haha. God must be on my side. June rocks altho what’s the link?
Went shopping today. Hell...
Truth
First obstacle. My parents don’t allow me to be in a relationship. Of all days, my brothers had to walk to 201 to eat dinner. And i was just across the road together with special someone. Looks like a lot needs to be done. No more lying, I’m just going to tell them the truth. If they ask me. Right now I don’t even know if my brothers told my mum yet.
Volleyball lunch tmrw,...
Birdfriend
“Birds fly high, hard to catch. Friends like you, hard to forget” -Autobiography
I think he’ll kill me for blogging if he knows. I’m triple happy that he wore the shirt I bought him for his birthday hahahah it looked nice on him today. Anyway I need to get photos from Jenny!!!! Yesterday my birthday surprise was a blast! I seriously thought it was going to be my seniors...
Mr Damn Sweet
This is probably the best birthday ever. I finally went out with my 5-year-friend after continuously arguing with her coincidentally on the days nearing my birthday. Shopped a bit and ate dessert and shopped a little more. Looks like I’ve been really foreign to the outside world i need to shop more like crazy and take advantage of the GSS. Happy day!
Then went out with mr damn sweet who...
Blanket
Reluctant to get into the studying mood and I have loads of inertia seriously. Anyway, I just want to dedicate this post to jasmine who’s been feeling really down recently ): All my sunshines are feeling less happy than normal and that sucks. Shermine cheer up also! Only when there’s absence of it then people realise the importance of maintaining a smiley face no? I’d rather...
Things are better now! Thanks everybody for your care and concern! Especially those who texted me, you guys are the best! :D I have a really strong feeling that this holidays will fly past very quickly. It is already day 5 but I haven’t done any shit for my mid years. This month spells happy/sappy so I think I need to gear myself up for everything’s that’s coming my way. More...
May 2009
8 posts
stupid gp tomorrow, i cannot take it. i am not liking the stress at all and even though i read essays, i still feel really unprepared.
i am at an all time low. maybe it’s time that i start to let loose on my blog and type things that has been bothering me for quite some time now. i feel damn lousy. like damn damn damn lousy. i really don’t know if this is what i deserve. and i...
i just got stabbed in the heart.
Triggerhappy
hihihi, long time no blog. boring spot. I’m wondering whether the couple will still look pretty/handsome without their masks haha.
Colloseum yesterday. Cheerleading was great, jingxiong weile sherlyn you all really sexy! Jingxiong you the best! Miranda got champs I’m so happy for us! I missed the milo van ): Me syjia jade & bixuan were super nervous for our 4x400 the entire...
before/after
Funny how the previous post we were still in the team. Now, although we’re not we’ll still see each other as a team ok! Haha, sadly I hardly see them around in school. Either that or they secretly meet up in school and i don’t know about it haha. Like how I see jocelyn and stelene meeting up during recess and cuishan and jenny after school. And me accidentally ignoring joan...
Heavy heart
Hihi. Seasons have ended and so my life starts right now haha. My mugging life. That’s what everyone is saying. That after CCA ends, we’ll start mugging. But i doubt i can do that, my heart is heavy. I don’t want to start to study and gain weight study and gain weight! Anw I spent my long holidays (right, long) watching boys over flowers and I feel really happy i take myself...
Ball?
Today the team had our very last training at toa payoh. Quite lazy to train given that we’ve already lost the 2 matches and don’t really have the heart to train any longer. But me and serene were just saying, just play our best. 6 years of effort and training, coming to an end. It is seriously really saddening to leave volleyball. Training was better after awhile when we started to get...
all i know is that i don’t want to come out of the court crying, feeling guilty or regretting anything that i’ve done inside. i don’t even want my team mates to feel that way. if we could replace our words with actions, we’d be able to do so much. i pray so hard that tmrw, we will walk out of ccab feeling estatic. and i want my 6 years of hardwork into volleyball, to...
Brighteyes
I almost completely forgot i had a blog haha! It’s been more than a week. May! I was looking at my watch yesterday and I liked how 1 May looked. For some reason May 1 looks really nice. But this month should contain many things for me. Competitions will end, term 2 will end, june holidays will start, spa will completely end. Haha, looking forward to May but I know it’ll pass really...
April 2009
4 posts
Heart
Hi myspace, 2:55am.
A few things to mention. We need to win the next to matches in order to get into second round. So fingers crossed, I rly hope we get in. About studies, i obviously haven’t had the time to do anything abt it in the meantime. So put no choice, have to put it on hold. My life’s rly unhealthy right now. I wake up at 7am on avg and sleep at 3am or later. And...